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i'm the worst, when it comes to make a journal. found out that the last one was written in April.. :S sorry,... but then agian who reads my journal anyway? oh well... it gives me something to do so, gues it makes up for that fact...

anywhooos...
so i was in germany to day, got a lot of beer and soda... plus some candy.. and cacao! yum yum i tell ya!

other that that ... well i'm not getting much time to draw because i work like hell to make up for the fact that i shop too much (or so i'm told... how can you shop too much i just can't see it.. )
and if i'm not shopping or at work, well then i'm either sleeping in my lovely bed or having fun with my parfect friends ( )
so i gues my life is pretty good right now hm..
if you don't look at the fact that i'm not doing one of the things i love the most (drawing... :S)

anything els i can tell you, mr. no one
oh ,soon it is my birthday... the 2 of July, hurra for me... hopes to get a lot of perfect presents and cake..
and this i my 20'year, aka i'm no longer a teenager, don't know if that is a good thing or not. but now i can get in to more clubs and so on... yer! århus(my it town, aka the 2 largest town in denmark, not that impresiv but it is just perfect for me!) here i come!

ok gues that was all.. really...
so go do something creative mr. no one, and if i'm lucky you'll make something so perfect that you'll make me want to do the same ...

RUN!

okay soo today nothing really happened..

yey good way to start the journal... well thank you...

but there was one thing that caught my eye.. i was on my bike (trying to be healthy^^) when i saw this litte cute cat sitting at the lake. i just had to stop, so i could take a better look.. it was just sitting there, and when i got closer it only glansed at me once, the turned its face ... when i was stod next to it, it went over and rubed itself up my leg.. so ute.. and soft...
but the it returned... i couldn't help wondering what it was it was staring at .. then i suddenly realised all the holes in the ground...
and i thought: wow that cat is the most patient hunter ever...!
it's weird i know, but it got my totally respect, and then i left the place..

i hate the fact that it would kill those pour mice, but it is natur, besides the cat was soo cool... and fluffy...

okay so today i won't talk about how much i miss my muse...

insted i will tell about how i use my free time (because i quit my job)..
today i went shopping, and i found some great stuff.. but the best part is i found a shop that sells japanese stuff... me loves ...
so i guess you could say i migth have gone a littel crazy.. but hey i deserved it.. (or so i tell my elf!)

well when i got home, my father and mother "asked" me if i "would" help my brother in the garden (again)
if there is something that can make me wish i didn't exsist it is working in the garden... i felt more like crawling down under a big rock that moving it away, as i was ordered.... stupid garden!!! :'(

well that totaly ruined my happieness..

after i got inside (it got to dark and cold to work :S) i began to write stuff like:

Tomorrow is just another lie,
it's the seconds that truly counts!

and

Tomorrow fear turns to dust
but sadness arises
my sweet soul turns to lust
in my first crisis
the dark is the friend i hold dear
that's what happens if you lose your fear

oh well... atleast some of my day was great.. he he the rest.. well i'll get over it
BYE BYE for now...

okay sooo....

thought that it was time for me to update this a bit...
but i don't have anything to say (very abnormal if you ask my friends... doh!)

well to day i quited my job, so now i have lots of time.. but don't know what to do with it.. my "talent" and my muse has been stolen by someone who knew how to use it.. so now i have to relay on my last drop of fantasy, and well go with the flow... okay the last thing was a lie... hate going with the flow... where is the fun in that...?

well... bye (told you i had nothing to say and without a muse... well im lost.. :S )

so hope that the one that stoled my muse and "talent" gives it back fast... or i would die of shame....!

don't know what to write...

i can start by apologize for my writing... the thing is that english is not my native language, and that means i suck at it ^_^

but other than that .....

hmm.. what to say..

i love dogs .... and bears..

i am obsessed with Naruto and Bleach.. love them....

other than that... hmm the sun is shining and it is not to hot and not to cold....

think i'm just going to stop now....